And we wait...

I've got the kids packed to spend the week at Jason's parents house. My house is some-what clean (as clean as it's gonna get - could stand to be dusted). I'm dressed and ready for the day and so are the kids. Now what? I'm waiting to hear from the hospital about tomorrow. I scheduled for surgery at 10:30am (I think). Not sure what's going to happen or where I'm supposed to go. I wish they'd call me! I'm feeling a little anxious today. Not sure what to expect. The doctor did a biopsy to see if he'd have to take the cervix after all. I had my hopes up that he wouldn't, but still not sure what the outcome of that is. From what I understand, it makes recovery much easier if they can leave it. I'm nervous about the hormones, the pain of recovery, of blood clots. I have always gotten so sick when coming out of the anesthesia. I hope that won't happen if ask them to give me something before I wake up. I also have some anxiety about NOT coming out of it...ya know, just being a little dramatic. I guess I'm thinking these things because I lost one of my best friends to a blood clot after her surgery. I'm hoping that Jason and his dad can give me a blessing tonight when we drop the kids off. Then we plan on going into Denver to Hacienda for dinner. Love that place! Now it's just keeping my mind off things for now...